FINDING ME by Akinyemi Mary Stephanie

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FINDING ME

Look what I’ve become
An impulsive step to finding me
An unsought act of life
I’m hurting me, my other self or Him

I hurt when I think of it
I don’t know if I should take
that step of letting go
I don’t know if I should make
right my wrong
Or if its fate playing its role

Funny how I’m not ready
to take that step of letting go
I don’t want to let go
Call it selfish or wishful,
I want to take it all
It messages, it calls, its attention…
Even though I know it wouldn’t last forever
We will be forced to wake up to life’s call
But for while I can still have it, I want it

Strange how we take it
on ourselves to hurt us
How easy it is to really break it
all by ourselves our own
I hurt all by my own doing
I feel broken thanks to me
Filled with the capacity of breaking me.


Only in this moment when
I feel down and wishing
For me everything is
Different from what it is
I hope and pray I am enough
For me and though
It all, I will come
To love and accept me
For me alone



About the poet
Akinyemi Mary Stephanie is a writer and literary critic and counselor. She is currently a 400L Student of A.B.U, Zaria where she studies Public Administration. Miss Akinyemi is also holding a post at FCS Counseling Unit for the 2019/2020 Spiritual Session.

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